The truth of Grace and Frankie. Chapter one. by Phantomofthenight, literature
Literature
The truth of Grace and Frankie. Chapter one.
The balloon had been a success. She was sending Frankie off into the arms of Jacob. A man she knew she trusted to take care of that wonderful, insane, hippie, pot loving woman. Inside, Grace had been feeling things that she could not understand. Things that made her heart leap out of her chest when Frankie did the most simple thing.
After what seemed to be an hour, Grace managed to make her way down the steps of that two story beach house. Her blonde hair shifting around her face as she lifted her blue eyes to find Frankie and Jacob standing in kitchen.
Was he taking her now?
Was she leaving?
How? No! Grace speak!
------
"Gace?"
Suddenly
One, two, three, four, five. by Phantomofthenight, literature
Literature
One, two, three, four, five.
One seizure,
One cry.
One car.
One Emergency Department.
Two Nurses,
Two bracelets,
Two chairs,
Two people.
Three hall ways,
Three more nurses,
Three different boxes of gloves,
And three more machines.
Four IV tries,
Four bruises,
Four blankets,
And Four more people in the room.
Five questions,
Five possible reasons,
"Five more seizures", they ask,
And five more times I nod.
One MRI.
Two CT's.
Three X-rays,
Four Hours of time lost,
Five minutes of sleep.
One More Doctor,
Two Neurologists,
Three EEG's,
Four failed Medications,
Five trips to Portland.
One night of sleep,
One more seizure,
And Repeat.
Just Repeat.
The truth of Grace and Frankie. Chapter one. by Phantomofthenight, literature
Literature
The truth of Grace and Frankie. Chapter one.
The balloon had been a success. She was sending Frankie off into the arms of Jacob. A man she knew she trusted to take care of that wonderful, insane, hippie, pot loving woman. Inside, Grace had been feeling things that she could not understand. Things that made her heart leap out of her chest when Frankie did the most simple thing.
After what seemed to be an hour, Grace managed to make her way down the steps of that two story beach house. Her blonde hair shifting around her face as she lifted her blue eyes to find Frankie and Jacob standing in kitchen.
Was he taking her now?
Was she leaving?
How? No! Grace speak!
------
"Gace?"
Suddenly
One, two, three, four, five. by Phantomofthenight, literature
Literature
One, two, three, four, five.
One seizure,
One cry.
One car.
One Emergency Department.
Two Nurses,
Two bracelets,
Two chairs,
Two people.
Three hall ways,
Three more nurses,
Three different boxes of gloves,
And three more machines.
Four IV tries,
Four bruises,
Four blankets,
And Four more people in the room.
Five questions,
Five possible reasons,
"Five more seizures", they ask,
And five more times I nod.
One MRI.
Two CT's.
Three X-rays,
Four Hours of time lost,
Five minutes of sleep.
One More Doctor,
Two Neurologists,
Three EEG's,
Four failed Medications,
Five trips to Portland.
One night of sleep,
One more seizure,
And Repeat.
Just Repeat.
I'm a lover, I'm an Artist. I live to breathe, I breathe to create. I am not normal, I'm abnormal. I don't care who thinks what of me, If you don't like it, move on with your life and leave mine alone.
Current Residence: Independence Oregon Favourite genre of music: Techno... Favourite photographer: Miriam Haugen Operating System: NIKON D 40 MP3 player of choice: IPOD Wallpaper of choice: David Tennant Personal Quote: You cant always love whats healthy for you...
In my head there are thoughts. Thoughts I dare not speak of. Things that would make me seem insane, and unsafe to the outside world. In my head there are dreams, dreams of pain, dreams of sorrow, but very seldomly do I smile in a dream. I've noticed this more in the past coming nights, and I've come to one conclusion. I'm not a happy bubbly person. I'm not the girl that runs around screaming, "Like Oh MY FUCKING GOD I love your shoes!" or however those girls act. I'm not them. I'm someone else.
I am the person in the back round laughing as you fall over on your ass and your skirt flies up and shows off your spider man underwear.
I'm the gir
Hmmmm.... Lets see. Food for thought?
Over the past few days I've had some blows hit me hard. One I wrote a poem about, but you know what, I have realized something. Life sucks, Get over it Christina. I cant fix what cant be fixed. I cant change what wont be changed, and I cant trust people who have screwed me over in the past. Give or take some people.
My art and writing should be coming to life, hopefully. Dear something, I hope. I've been thinking about ... a few things. My life, my love life, my past, my dreams, my teachers, friends, lovers. Just things that make your head spin really, and I've come to one conclusion. People are ass hol
I'm in love with someone who... is no longer apparently with me. I didn't know this, but hey, life throws you some wicked ass curve balls... Life is... crazy and I keep getting sick and I think it has to do something with my emotions being out of control. I've been crying quite a bit lately, no sleep, not really taking pictures of anything, or even writing. Things are just... really bad for me, its Why I'm not uploading anything... and... so forth..
Well, I Hope your lives are better then Mine.
~* Christina *~
"Broken Pieces, break into me. So Imperfectly what you should be."